Wednesday, May 13, 2009

I just need to vent!!

It seems like ever since we've moved into our own place we've had one problem after another, and I'm fed up with it. First it was our fridge, one night we realized it wasn't keeping any of our food cold and ended up having to throw away EVERYTHING, which was quite a bit of food. Luckily it was fixed the next day and it's been fine since then. In order to fix the fridge we had to completely defrost our freezer, in the process losing all the food that was in our freezer too:( By this time I was pretty upset because we had wasted tons of food and money, in my opinion it was just like throwing money down the toilet! The problems didn't stop there, next we noticed that my car is making some really loud grinding/squeaking/rattling noise, and we can't drive it now. My brother in-law thinks that my brakes need to be replaced, my alignment needs to be straightened and one of my tires is bald due to the alignment. I'm seriously so fed up with car/fridge problems it seems like they never end. To make matters worse my car is due for inspection this month and I'm sure it won't pass because of all the problems, and we definitely don't have enough money to fix it right now. My parents have been really good to let us borrow their cars and my sister has been shuttling us around lately, but still I'm just ready for things to stop breaking and start working properly. The good thing is we live right across the street from a grocery store and many things are within walking distance from our house, so a car isn't exactly necessary right now. Just when you thought I was going to stop there nope I've got more frustrations, we've been married now for nine months which means we've been trying to have a baby for nine months and still NOTHING! I'm hoping now that we have our own place and our situation is better money-wise that it will happen soon, but I'm not going to hold my breath. Our anniversary is just a little over 2 months away and if I'm not pregnant by then I'll make an appt. with a doctor, but still i'm getting discouraged. People have been giving me a lot of grief about wanting a baby so young and so soon after getting married, but they don't understand that it's mine and James' decision when and no one else's. I read in a book about getting pregnant something that sums up my feelings exactly, it said your concern is welcome, but your advice and comments are not. Well that's about all for now, hopefully next time I'll be able to write about something a little more uplifting:)